as of the time i am writing this entry, i have way too many works that i've started and not finished. why? i don't know but i am really not happy with myself because of this...

listing all of them here after another will make this post a bit,, eccentric so i've already compiled a few on https://aestfrea.carrd.co if anyone wants to take a peak.

the main ones i currently desperately want to work on/finish are:

• the continuation of one of my alw entries (the bus stop); it's called everlasting public transportation (nct; jisung-centric)and i am really happy with the scenes that i've already finished writing for it. the current wordcount is only a little over 1k words but through the journey of writing it i've discovered an easier way for me to stay inspired and productive while writing. to sum it up: it's a fic about a boy who died in a car accident and gets turned into a ghost. he is bound to the bus line that he met his demise in and his last wish is to properly say goodbye to his close friends. it probably doesn't sound like much but I feel a sense of accomplishment whenever I get productive enough to write a scene for it even if it's just a filler scene. I hope I get to finish it soon!

• airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars (stray kids; jeongin-centric; found family): this fic idea of mine is a pretty wild one. I have no idea how I got the idea but I got it and I stuck with it,, or it stuck with me idk. so,, this fic plays in ww2. yang jeongin is a member of the South Korean Air force, a pilot who has just finished his training. he gets assigned a team of soldiers to aid him on his journey into the war. (btw I have no idea what involvement south korea had in ww2 this is purely fictional!!!) and as one might guess, this team is skz. okay now this still sounds kinda normal but my brain put a twist on it and turned jeongin into an angel favored by God who wants to aid humans in the war and has powers over the air and stuff,,, well yeah it's still in development but it already sounds batshit crazy smh

• OK so number three is a chaptered fic of which 2 chapters are already on ao3, it's called unbreakable (nct; yangyang-centric;hacker au): for all who have read it I am incredibly sorry for not continuing it in literal months I do hate myself for my own incapability to be a decent human being haha. it's basically just yangyang being an experienced hacker who then became an idol and is one day so incredibly bored he decided to mess around with the other members with the use of his skills. (I have a bunch of things planned but I need a filler for chapter three because I am stuck at something before I can get on with writing it) the possibilities are endless for a scenario like this!

• OK so lastly I have two the boyz wips that I desperately want to write. they're called bad alive (the boyz; hwall-centric; zombie apocalypse) and living the bright life (the boyz; changmin-centric; we happy few au): both of them are inspired by other media, one by a webtoon and the other by a video game. bad alive is inspired by the webtoon boyfriend of the dead, where the main character is a relatively sane zombie that does not eat humans. living the bright life is inspired by we happy few, a video game about a seemingly happy world that is just trying to forget about the trauma instead of confronting it. I suggest checking them both out because they are both very interesting and gave me a lot of inspiration!

signing out.